I’m studying this week. Not my usual book readings and journaling. I’m studying in an “immersion” week. Intensive sessions. Homework at night. A diversity of classmates.
The subject matter is fascinating. Theories from the sciences reinforce things we believed but never really knew. Emerging research adds to the weight. This particular line of thinking has been articulated in some form or fashion for half a century. Its handlers continue to gently unfold it. Showing too much, too soon would be too troublesome they say.
My professor is a man of God. He has very much reconciled the concepts to his personal journey. In fact, much about the teaching seems to lift us to a place where every one of us walks a closer walk with God.
Yet, the projections of where this takes us is frightening. According to the theory, humans are emerging into a state of being where we will end our belief in God. We can already point to the myriad of ways that mankind has pulled away from the Creator. This one is akin to those. It seems that we, as a people, will think our way past God. Our intellect will be so great, that we will leave Him and all “other superstitions” behind.
I take solace in the fact that mere mortals have tried to muscle around God before. And we never quite get there. True, less people go to church than once did. The reason we are told is that church is for the unenlightened and the less developed. As the world touches on enlightenment and development, however, the problems and the solutions seem no less dark or attainable.
I’m uncomfortable studying such things. But I know that God does give us everything for our good. Often the view from the edge of the cliff is the most beautiful and revealing. It’s danger is evident.
The greatest danger, however, is not climbing the mountains and not staring down into that dark pit. For without the pit, we cannot grasp the wonder of the mountaintop.
I’ll continue to study and think – and perhaps gain a little of that enlightenment. As I look down into that pit and try to penetrate that darkness, I think I’ll just slip my hand in God’s. Just in case.