“Isn’t that God’s job?”
I forget who said it. But I do recall that I had just finished a rather detailed explanation about what I was going to do to handle a truly difficult matter. The speaker then very kindly shared her thoughts about how God takes care of things. “You can help,” she said. “You just need to wait on God for a while.”
I searched for an appropriate response. I felt the need to explain that a quick response was necessary — there was no time to lose. As I looked across the table, I realized that waiting on God was not a skill I had mastered.
I have an odd faith. I have always believed in God. I simply have no question about His presence and His power. However, as I began to look at my personal values and His place in my life, I realized that, if faith was truly one of my core values, I would need to change to allow God to shape me through that faith.
As with each value I’m choosing to own, I fashioned realization statements for faith. The first is simply this:
To realize the value I place on faith, I will acknowledge my complete dependence on God.
It seems simple. As I look through all of my realization statements, I’m thinking that it’s the most difficult to attain. It’s a daily, moment-by-moment, discipline made more difficult by God’s desire that we become as He is. I want the supreme commander position, when God is really offering the better part — the unfathomable ability to love.
I do believe that God is control. And to behave in accordance with that belief, I must ask for a source of power that bypasses my understanding of power from an earthly perspective.
God, grant me the ability to love as you love. And forgive me when I forget to love.
[This is one in a number of notes about my personal journey to identify and enhance my values. It’s personal. It may not address where you are and may not align with your value system. You may not agree with me at all. That’s all right. If I’m missing something or you’ve got some thoughts that would be helpful, please do. Thanks for reading.]